Wednesday, March 01, 2006

What If...?

“I’ve fallen out of love with you.”

Can you fall out of love? How do you manage to fall into it? Okay, ummm that ‘s not where I was going with the LOVE topic. I was expressing how I felt about jewelry. We grew apart. I lost one half of my favorite pair of earrings. My life existed without it, and then details of my life drifted from it day by day. Was I being natural, and boho or just lazy? None of those, mostly I felt detached from my options. My friends were purchasing the cutest little trinkets, and I would stand at the same point confused. Worried. Angst filled me because I feared the moment of duplication. Maybe I was overcome with arrogance to think that among the SIX billion or so humans traversing this planet that I could be unique. Is that not the goal of many. Be you, and not someone else on the cover of a magazine. Except the contradiction to that goal is that I began to theme my fashion goals as they transformed. One year it was Jackie O. When isn’t it Jackie O? I love her laid back style that reflects her choices and not that of a paid stylist. Inherently classy. That’s her. My striving to be her, means that my unique theme is more of a vintage craving. Not new at all. So there I was still wasting space in front of the accessories wheel of gaudy and more gaudy when I decided to inspect the work. Then the chill came in the form of the same question I get all the time, “What If…..?”. At this time what I asked myself was what if I could make my own jewelry to avoid the clone syndrome taking so many victims mercilessly. The compliments rolled in, and then I had another form of my question. “What if I sold my works?” People bought them. They really bought them. So seriously now, “What if I sold them to strangers?” GASP! Must I send pictures to online shops for approval and risk rejection? Yes, I definitely did. They liked it. They really liked it.

They liked. I sent. I consigned. I SOLD items. I really sold items. People are walking around this planet wearing my items. Whoa! Craziness. I’m excited, but I got another question. “What if I had my own site?” (dumm duh dumm dumm dummmmm….) A website of my very own? Seriously? Seriously. Where would I start? Who would check it out? Who would care? Okay, so I’ve advanced from my meager “What if…?” beginnings to a bit more extensive questions that demand a response. What is a girl to do? (another question) She keeps on asking until she sets up a website of her very own that will soon fit my ideals and hopefully meet the needs of the unique-challenged. Come along and play and enjoy the jewelry that exists in this form and only once (at least from my hands).

Let’s fall in love again,

Ange
Eura Le